there’s something really wrong with me. i’m pretty sure i have “cough headaches” which can possibly be caused by brain damage. the pain in my head is ridiculous right now and i can’t afford to see a doctor and get an mri or anything. and people wonder why i freak out so much? people wonder why i have such a bad temper. it feels like someone blew out my brains with a shotgun…but i didn’t die. this is so stupid. stress isn’t making it better. no one understands. i’m alone again. /endrant